CONFESSIONS OF 2007


i fell in love when i shouldn't have let myself, i fell out of love just as fast and dealt with it badly, i was a terrible friend on more than one occasion, i screened my calls far too often, i sounded interested in people's situations when i really really wasn't, i talked behind too many people's backs, i carried coke in my pocket across the border, i smuggled booze across the border, i hung out with people because i thought it would make me seem more important, i allowed myself to be guilted into sex, i put far too much shit up my nose, i spent money unwisely, i gossiped about those i loved, i had a hate-on for weddings/relationships/engagements, i ate pills and mixed them with booze, i prank-texted exes, i used people for what they could give me, i bought many new sex toys, i cried heavily over my proplems, i developed a fear for living on my own (which i then conquered), i fought and had mean thoughts about loved ones, i acted fake to many a people, i watched a helluva lot of porn, i was compeltely and utterly two-faced, i skinny-dipped in my pool, i had a summer-bout with solo-exhibitionism, i renewed a love for weed, i had panic attacks, i got scared of being hurt again in a relationship, i lied my ass off to get out of a bind, i borrowed money from people with no intention of ever giving it back, i spent a lot of time on "dating websites", i got new tattoos with money i should have been doing other things with, i sweated a lot of small stuff, i totally stiffed a cab driver on the fee...

and i learned my lessons...and am a better person for it.