THE ORIGINAL Scary 'Mary Poppins' Recut Trailer

happy halloween boyles and ghouls...just a little something for this spooktacular evening...i hope you all have a terrifyingly good halloween...

sleep tight my precious'...

DEATH OF REFLECTIONS

a wise one once said, that if a difference is to be made, something has to change. as to what in particular he was referring, i'm not entirely sure...but what i do know, is that this is and HAS TO BE my new motto. i've been wallowing a lot lately in a certain kind of disappointment that only i have the keys to undoing...the answer is completely and utterly obvious, and just as attainable. but for some reason, as hard as i try, and as often as i say i won't, i keep falling...

someone with half a brain will say that that's how they designed it to be, and that that's exactly how it's sepposed to make you feel. but that's not good enough of a reason for me.

i've always prided myself on not repeating mistakes...making new ones, however, is somewhat expected for someone my age, and for people of all ages for that matter! but there is one mistake in my life that i continuously repeat, that has to stop for good...and i think i'm beginning to realize just what needs to be done to solve this seemingly plaguing problem; REMOVE THE TEMPTATIONS!!

i've realized that this was the problem and the solution for some time now...although i hadn't wanted to admit it to myself. i've had a long-lasting love affair with the area contained within those four walls, and a lot of good times have been had therein. a lot of money has been spent, a lot of drugs have been done, and a lot of kisses have been stolen...along with my long-ago lost innocence that was given up in the since knocked-down parking garage outside it's very doors. it's going to be hard to cut my ties with a place that i have begun to hate to love... and i'm sure many evenings will be spent longing for "the good old days" of yore...

but all in all, i know it's for the best. my sanity and health are too precious to me to jeopardize for a few hours of super-imposed "fun". we've had some memories, that bar and i...and i'm pretty sure we could have had some more...but i guess the sad realization is that i'm not strong enough to simply go and not indulge...and so my dear, we must part ways...

know that i will think of you often, and not hold anything against your structure...maybe one day i will be stronger to at least walk through your doors once more, and share a dance under your flashing lights...but as all good things must (sometimes) come to an end, so must our time together...

here lies reflections; 2000-2007

r.i.p.

Britney Spears - Gimme More (Official Video)

the long-awaited video for brit-brit's comeback single; gimme more...love the stripper pole idea; long overdue, however i wish it didn't take up the whole video...oh well, as perez said; we weren't expecting much!!!

don't worry mizz spears, the gays still love you!

xoxo