ace

this is ace young. the next american idol. according to me and to every other red blooded gay boy and teenage girl and lady (and a few sexually confused teenage boys too) in all the world!!

not only does he have the voice and face of an angel, but he's slick, suave and completely modest!! his body is rockin', and he has that je ne sais quoi of a star!



from the moment i saw him in his audition, i knew he was gonna rock it! just like i knew that fantasia was going to win during her season. and i'm sure if i had watched last season i would have been able to predict carrie's big win aswell! but sadly, i missed it!

shall we have another look?



i'm not necessarilly bragging about my 'being able to pick a winner' when it comes to novice singing competitions...but i seem to have a knack!! i guess you could say that i can recognize star quality when i see it! no, i'm just talking outta my ass!



but he's pretty to look at isn't he? i apologize if recently my blog has become more of a 'pretty boy shrine', but i just had to share my love for ace with the world.

so cross your fingers for ace and watch for him in the future. i guarantee you his face will be EVERYWHERE!!

go ace, go!!

abnormaly hot

so lately, i must admit to finding myself suffering from something a little off that's taken me by complete surprise (mentally) that is...i've been finding myself stragely drawn to hot dirty-looking boys! do you know what i mean?

here, let me draw you a picture: friday night at jamie's boyfriends birthday party there was a guy there who looked oddly familiar (but we'll not go there). he was about my height, with black rimmed nerd glasses, and medium brown hair. (normal so far). but with that pseudo-quasi-artsy-nerdy-doesn't take care of himself so much kinda feel...AND I WAS SO HOT FOR HIM!!!! seriously, though!!! that's crazy. i've always grouped those boys under the opposite of "the renoir" category. (ie nicer up close than from afar but still un-datable).

and now what??? i couldn't take my eyes off him!!! he was dressed very vintage rock star-ish, and he had super nice arms, and that 'fuck me in the back seat of my dirty van' look about him!!!

interesting...very interesting...

AND this morning on my way to work, i came across this guy who always walks by me(while i wait at the bus stop) and says good morning. now i never really even look twice, cause just like the guy described at the top of this entry, he was always a little unmentionable. (ie unkempt and undatable) although one day in the summer he did walk by me shirtless and i almost had to run home and change!!! but anyways, TODAY he did his normaly walk by (i hadn't seen him basically since ken doll and i started dating) and i was strangely drawn!! he has like the remnants of dreds, and that skater/smells like teen spirit look to him. (ie hot hotty hot in the language of a prostitot).

so what's coming over me? have i begun to stray from the normal "pretty boy" look to which i've become accustomed?? or are my tastes simply evolving? now don't get me wrong, i've dated almost all types and sizes...but never really this type...

hmmmm, i think i'm starting to like it!!

do you love it?

valentine

happy valentine's day lovers!!!! i know some of you may be saying to yourselves, 'blah blah blah, it's just another over-rated hallmark holiday...' but to you i say GET OVER IT!!! and get into it!! and enjoy it!!

i hope you all get a steamy kiss from that special someone, have a few cinnamon hearts during the day, and wear atleast one thing that's red!

enjoy some chocolates, and some snuggles, and make sure to ask that lil' someone to be your valentine...sure it's a silly little day, but it only comes once a year!!

have fun!

i heart jd

i'm sorry but is anybody else retardedly in love with jd fortune but me??? i just happened to stumble upon this pic of him kissing dave navarro (how hot is that?!?) and couldn't help but create my own personal "naive inner-workings" shrine to the pictou native-turned rock star!!



now i only watched a few episodes of inxs' search for a new front man, but as soon as jd's bad-boy/angel face graced this gay boy's television screen, i was SMITTEN!! the band announced tuesday a 12-city canadian arena tour starting may 7 in moncton, then moving to halifax, montreal, ottawa, toronto, kitchener ont, london...yada yada yada...main point of concern is that this hottie mc hot is going to be in our little metropolis soon!

operation find jd, officially set in motion.



the 32 year old was born in ontario, and moved to pictou county when he was 5, before moving back to ontario in his teens. he regards coming back home and playing with the band as the sign that he's officially 'made it'. although personally i think that he's giving nova scotia a little too much credit!! but far be it of me to judge! maybe life ain't that greener on the other side of canada! but it's always nice to feel liked, eh?

whenever i hear of someone as hot as jd coming to halifax, i kinda start to feel a little nervous; nervous more of what i'd do if i were ever to come face to face with them. and if my friends would have enough bail money to get me out if i 'accidentaly' lost control of my hormones and were to accost them in an unsidely manner...ahem...not like i'd ever do something like that...

ghosts

do you believe in relationship ghosts? for example it doesn't matter how big or small the area you live in, but once or twice in your life you're GUARANTEED to run into a relationship ghost (an ex/someone you slept with/fooled around with...) at precisely the wrong moment in time.

do you know what i mean? it's like there's an alarm that goes off that only an ex can hear, that tells them to pop up out of the blue with the sole purpose of throwing you for a loop!

it could be a bad time emotionally, or at just a moment where you're feeling a little vulnerable, or at a time when you're feeling a little lonely! but whatever the reason, you're guaranteed to feel worse after you see them!

running into an ex is always tricky, that goes without saying! you can think you're completely over the person (although who ever really gets over it?!?) and the moment you see them (whether for the first time, or simply the first time in a while) it's never a good feeling!

you know you've seen a relationship ghost when you turn white at the sight of them! your stomach does a little flip (and not in the way it used to) and you take like two steps back (in the wrong direction) in your head! that's when you know you've seen a relationship ghost!

do you think we ever give up the ghost? i mean, do we ever really get over the feelings we once had for an ex? or do we simply forget about them. we all know the eternal proverb (sorta proverb) about time healing all wounds...but does it ever really mend them?

i think that's certainly something that's specific to the individual and to the relationship. that's one thing i've learned so far about relationships; they're kinda like diamonds (puke, i know) for each one is unique.

well here's a pic of my anything but ex ken doll: i promised christina i'd post one. and thanks to michelle for the pic at the top!!