THAT 4 LETTER WORD

no it's not a dirty one, it's "home" you pervs!! just kidding...i probably shouldn't even be writing about this tonight cause it's gonna get me even more excited than i already am. but i just wanted to express just how pumped i am to be going home tomorrow!!

it's funny how someone can miss 'home' so much, eh? i mean i've totally settled into a groove up here in maine, but a piece of my heart obviously still misses the familiar.

when things are new and undiscovered, they're fun and exciting and thrilling and very much all encompassing, especially when they're centered around scholastic reasons. but when you think back to the place you left, you can't help but yearn...you can't help but reminesce, and you can't help but miss...

will home be this place again? will you return to the familiar to start all over again, or will this move be the first of many? will you repeat the actions of the last few months all over again in another year, or will we let the yearning we feel for the past take over and force us back looking for it again? and what happens if when you go back 'home' everything THERE is different? all the old friends gone away, and the 'good old days' a distant memory?

for me that's not really an issue right now, cause i haven't been gone nearly long enough for much to have changed, but what about in a year from now? i can't expect to return and expect things to have remained the same...so where do you go from there? well the only answer to that, is that only time will tell...

there's that concept again, eh? what do you think?